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And Run

2011-09-12T09:37:00.000-07:00

"draw a map, find a path, take a breath, and run".

-lyrics by He Is We

I was listening to music, on a bus ride home today. As many times as i have heard the song "And Run" by He Is We, these lyrics struck me today. Especially.

I don't know why.

I just posted for the first time in 9 months a few hours ago. Now i'm posting again as a reminder of why i wanna post what i posted in the previous post of my posts of my many blog posts.

- to leave a message to anyone who read it.

(if anybody reads at all?)

- and to give myself the encouragement i had hoped to receive when i didnt have anyone to confide to

(not that there wasn't anybody, just that, i was ... well... scared)

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I forgot to mention this:

I realise that, yes we all long to be in love, to have a crush, to fall out of love, to have your own fairytale, to fall for that perfect guy/girl you've always dreamt about. And yes, it is difficult and hard.

and probably very dramatic when it doesn't work out.

and you lose hope in love for a long while.

you tell yourself you'll never meet someone as special as he/she was again.

but i guess eventually we'll all find that one person.

i mean, well.

look at my mum and dad.

they've never really shared about how they had gotten tgt (asian parents are shyyyyyyy :p)

and to be honest, i can't really imagine their dating days.

but even after so many years, after countless fights and quarrels, numerous complains and rants, they still truly love each other :')

and i see that in their daily actions.

my mum nags at my dad, and my dad gets mad

my dad disturbs my mum, and my mum gets mad

but then you see that smile they have right after all that.

and i know someday, i'll find someone like that too.

someone that doesn't weigh in percentages of how much he loves me

someone who doesn't mind what i wear and how i look

someone who is proud to hold my hand in public

and someday you will too!

back to the lyrics:

sometimes you just gotta

"draw your own map" of possibilities,

"find that one path" you wanna go on,

"take a deep breath", tell yourself you can,

"and run"

just keep running

and yes you might stumble and fall,

you might run into a wall,

but you'll hear your name call

and standing in the hall

is this guy who's really tall

he'll take you to the mall

and thereafter, a ball!

then you'll say "hey ya'll,

i'm glad i had the gall,

to keep on running".

#okayfinerhymeFAIL

yup.

Step #1 of reviving Marilyn.

- Learn to take my own advice

loves,

mal

i wrote a new song

2011-09-12T05:13:00.000-07:00

I admit that i've totally forgotten the existence of this blog.

it was only when i was thinking of a name for building my portfolio on a site carbonmade.com, that i realised i had named something somewhere "my-marilyn-life".

And for that, I APOLOGISE MY DEAR BLOGSPOT! sorry that i've abandoned you with schoolwork and drama and alot of other crap erasing the very existence of you off the top of my mind.

but now that i'm here, typing something in this very box, i wanna share the past 9 months that i've neglected to let off from my chest.

to be honest, i used to blog to make my friends laugh and to keep others informed of the boring and fangirling life i used to have... oh.. i mean, am still having. my bad for being in denial for that moment :p

but now, i really wanna blog for the sake of remembering, for having a diary out here that i can go back to read whenever i wanna feel encouragement from myself.

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so well, these 9 months... :)

I fell in and out of love.

a secret that only a few loved and close ones know of. but now i'm letting it out because it's

My first love.

(ok, i know i'll read back and laugh at myself next time, hahahha i admit it, that previous line was really really really REALLY cheesy and cliche -_-)

(okay, to be honest,this post is gonna be emotional for me, and probably gross and hairstanding for you, so i'd advice you to stop reading if you're already getting goosebumps :p)

so yah. the best and most magical two months that i never knew and imagined to have. and i thank you for that :)

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I used to tease my sisters, and ridicule those american teenage love movies. but now that i've been through one, I realised.

It's really true that they say you revisit these places that you and that special someone had spent together, and there'll be a moment of flashback and relieving that beautiful memory you had there then. and these couple of months, i've had many of these moments.

I'm guessing that you'll not have them, because our moments together weren't as special to you as they were to me. but i still wanna thank you for letting me experience them, even for being able to remember them.

(being a capricorn, they say-)

"Once you've made your way into a Capricorn's heart, you're there forever".

So know that you still own that one special key to my heart

(omgokkkkkkomgomgthatwasreallyreallygross

didireallyjusttypedthatomgewwwwewwwewwwyucks)

hahahhahahaha ok. i kinda just woke myself up from that emotional and dramatic moment. hahhaha

so yea!

I wrote a song about this actually! and i've let one really special friend to listen to it and give me her opinion. I asked "should i send the song to my guy friend? do you think i should?"

she replied with a quote from her own lyrics:

"i don't think i'll ever have the courage to let you know"

You never know what might happen ;) "

So here i am. letting you know.

if you're reading this and you still haven't heard the song, it means i've never mustered enough courage to let you hear it.

if you wanna hear it? i'm just a text message away.

(or a phone call away if u wanna hear my voice? know what im sayin? ;) yah yah? *winks*)

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i'll post again soon :) i promise.

just a matter of how soon. haha

loves,

Marilyn

"if the world ends tonight, i'll grab my jetpack run and fly

finding my way to your windows to say-

thank you my first love"

Memories of 2010

2010-12-31T07:03:00.000-08:00

Memories of 2010

2010 definitely was a year I'll remember if I ever think back on my life.

[in chronological order]

This year started with a bang, got my O levels results in January, started DPA in NYP.

I remember that deep inside, i really dreaded leaving Secondary 4, it means no more Pande to protect me, no more Pande to look after me, no more familiar faces, no more being immature.

Not one of the most memorable birthdays to remember, but definitely one full of love. I came back late from DPA camp that night, was sunburnt, had sorethroat feeling heaty. Wasn't expecting anything out of the ordinary for my 17th, then Yel Kai Shan and Fly came with a surprise home-baked banana rainbow brownie cake. This is why i love them. They can make me feel better just by thinking of them. weird i know. but true.

Made lots of amazing friends during DPA, most of whom i've not seen much since official poly life started :( missed them much! Lorenzo, Jaslyn, Jerron, Kah Jing, Syakina, Zulaiha, Asyikin, Duy, Glenn, Guanxue, Jimmy (junming), Kevin, Ying Jie, Yiok An, Jin Tong, Lai Mun, Ying Hao, Chuan Keng, Zoei, Sandy, Aladdin.

[listing u down so i will not forget any one of u if i ever do]

Then MGBD started in April, amazing people again. But this course completely took away my life. No, its not really THAT bad for me, since I really enjoy what i'm doing. I hope it'll only be these 3 years of hell, then i'll break free and with the knowledge i've gained from this, do what i love and achieve something in life before the world ends. Or not, if it ends in 2012 before i graduate. hmms.

Starting over in MGBD made me miss 37084709. I missed how i could just sit anywhere in class and anyone around me would be able to talk and have fun and laugh. It just ain't really much the same now i guess. I miss you guys! love you guys!

2010 was kind of a Lights year for me? Just as 2009 was an Evan Taubenfeld year, and 2008 an Avril Lavigne year.

April was also the FIRST time I ever got Lights to notice me :D I made an animation for Saviour and posted it on YouTube hoping that she could see it as a birthday present from me. And because of this, I stepped into another family - The Lights Army. Since we were all followers and supporters of Lights and her music, I noticed that everyone was really pure and true human beings. You know what i mean? like, theres no selfishness, no rudeness, no judgement, no ugly sides. I was already then influenced by Lights' positivity, and i carried that attitude to poly and Mgbd. But after knowing all these incredible Lights Fans, it seems like the world became an even better place.

They helped me tweet and get Lights to watch my video, and she did! :D I must say, if I ever had to choose the best memory of 2010, this is it.

Thereafter, many Lights friends wanted to help me feel belonged and a part of this amazing family, since I was back then seemingly the only few Lights fans a distance from the core fans.

JennySu sent me a bunch of magazine which Lights appeared in/on. I really love her for that because she spent most of her paycheck on it and i feel really guilty about it since i can't pay back without credit card/ paypal :\

Emilie and Yne sent me the most cherished gifts i've ever received. An autographed Lights acoustic EP, autographed Lights poster, and too many awesome stuffs to mention. also, it came as a surprised!

Cassidy also got for me a Lights acoustic EP which was still nicely wrapped in its original packing.

Vicki sent me lots of stickers and photos.

Callie sent me xmas card and i finally got the chance to skype her!

I know these are all physical items and I sound materialistic. But in any case, they made me feel un-neglected and a part of Lights Army. If I could, I wanna meet all these amazing people and give them all a HUGE hug. Callie, JennySu, Vicki, Emilie, Yne, Mike, Emily, Jim, Cassidy, Alex, Evan, Betty, Frank, Timmy, Sarah and many more.

June was when I created my first forum, for Tonight Alive.

Thereafter, my life seemed to be completely taken over by MGBD. assignments, assignments, ASSignments.

I had to miss Nanette's birthday bbq because of this. I had to miss a couple of meet-ups with Pande because of this. I had to give up exercising and keeping fit because of this. I had to neglect important parts of my life because of this, even my family.

But because of this, I got to make friends with Weide and Hanliang. Who kinda became my best buddies along with Jolyn, Sheena, Melody, Liting, Beatrice, Akiya, Shengmin, Jiaqi, Derica, Siyun = my clique of 10 awesomelicioius babes. Whom are there to suffer with each other and chiong assignments overnight together. Also to dear Liyana for being my first mgbd friend and cheering me up with that lollipop. Life in MGBD would seriously suck without any of them. So thank you guys and babes for keeping me sane.

Should I skip the drama? nahs, i shouldn't. This immature drama definitely screwed up a happy and ordinary 2010 for me. I'm writing it here as a reminder to myself for not trusting first impressions. So yea, thank you for that. sincerely.

So yea, I'm sitting here in front of my Mac typing this at 10pm December 31st 2010. While a billion others are out there waiting to countdown to 2011, I'm staying at home doing school work.

And you know why? It's because I'm a Capricorn.

Well, to be honest, i'm not exactly looking forward to 2011. It would mean turning 18, starting second year, another year of fear and sleepless nights.

If there's anything I look forward to, it'll be meeting gabe for the first time in the first week of Jan! which is like NEXT WEEK! :D So yay to that. and hopefully if everything goes as plan, i'll be able to meet my dearest and best damn Austrian girl Greta in person after knowing her for 3 years *hearts*

So ending this post on a happy note, I hope everyone has had an amazing 2010, and may 2011 be even more EPIC and AWESOME :)

I love you my family.

I love you my friends.

I love you you.

loves,

Marilyn [10.43PM 31st December 2010]

Director's List Photo

2010-11-02T04:34:00.000-07:00

One of my worst, most embarrassing BUT proudest moment in receiving a prize.

Look at that face manz. i am pretty much VERY regretful for making such an UGLY expression for my FIRST DIRECTOR’s LIST shot. Yes, the man beside is my school director.

but at the same time, Proud of myself.

I’ve always wanted to do something like that when taking important photos, and im glad I (somehow subconsciously) gathered the courage to for this! (thanks to Kimberly&Chiharu for the dare)

Here's huge props to Zaki for topping MGBD! :D

and grats to Kim, Chi, Fiqa for getting in the list too! yays!

Things-To-Do-Before-I-Die:
Receiving an award/prize with an ugly expression.

Checked.

loves, mal

I miss pande :(

2010-09-25T07:08:00.000-07:00

Yelicia, Lishan, Kai Xin, Xiaofei.

4 very important people in my life.

and I miss you all dearly.

loves,

Marilyn

competition/bikes

2010-08-24T00:32:00.000-07:00

Everyone is using Tumblr.

It's like how everyone used to be using Friendster?

But now all haz moved on to Facebook.

BUT I,

Marilyn Neo Hui Xin,

SHALL STAY TRUE TO MY BLOGSPOT!

and I probably wont want to change my blogskin either. The only thing i would regret bout that is that I hadnt known Lights before drawing this blogskin and passing it to the awesomez xiaofei to help me get it to how it is now. :p

going back to Tumblr. how do u even pronounce "blr".

I mean, i know its "TUMBLURR", but..

...

Im not gonna lie, i have no idea why I started this blogpost with that ^^^^^^^^^

wait, I dont even know what im sayin. goshhhh.

#random

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OKAY!

Today! Im gonna talk about bicycles and competition!

YAYYYY!!!!~

I was on the bus just now, then I saw this little kid racing with the bus on the sidewalk.

Obviously, he won.

Kids are so competitive.

(and also the fact that the bus-driver looked like he hadnt slept for 5months and was driving real slow, i dont even see the thrill of racing with such a slow bus -_-)

So this triggered my kiddish memories!

Do you remember the time you learnt how to ride a two-wheels bike?

Mine was back when I was 3 months old.

(im totally kiddin')

Dont really remember the age, but it was when I first moved to CCK. My parents were so amazed by the multi-purpose hall within each HDB thing. So we'll always head down there and just chill, picnic, swim, bungee jump, space travel etc...

So one day, they bought really cool bicycles for my sisters and I. Mine still had that extra 2 safety-wheels (4wheels in total), so i just went around in circles riding that.

Then my 2nd sister was learning how to ride 2-wheeled.

I remember laughing at her and watching her cause she kept falling off and all that :p And she took a few days to finally ride on her own without my dad pushing or supporting her. That was really cool.

But being the competitive and jealous youngest sister, I wanted to show that I could do better!

and I did actually,

although I spent the entire day falling off like my sister did, but when my mum was like "okay, lets call it a day and head back home", I told myself, NO, I WANNA BE BETTER, I WANNA LEARN TO RIDE THE BIKE BY TODAY AND BEAT MY SISTER's RECORD.

So just before they walked away, I went up the bike, held on to the handles, pushed off with my right leg, and went straight ahead, focusing on balancing the bike and not falling off.

1 sec... 2 secs... 3 secs...

TADAAAAA! I DID IT! :D

I could hear my parents clapping behind me.

Huge ass smile on my face, then...

BOOM! hit into the pillar and fell off. (because i didnt know how to turn)

What I'm trying to say is, so what?

So what if I beat my sister's record and learnt how to ride the bike faster than her?

So what?

So what if the little boy I mentioned earlier managed to cycle faster than the bus?

Does he get an award "first-place-for-riding-past-the-bus"?

No.

Even if such an award exists,.. So What?

he's just gonna let the trophy rot at home like how my 4319047302987 trophies are rotting at my house.

I won my sister! yay.

So what?

All i remembered was that we were pushing our bikes back home and I had that big ass smirk on my face.

Then i turned to look at my sister.

I wanted her to look sad, teary and crushed by my victory. But she was all smiley.

All she said was "YAY, next time we can go ride bike together!"

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It took me now to realise, back then I didnt win at all. I lost.

All my life (yes im wise, im old and im 78 minus 61), I've been a very competitive person. NO, I dont like 2nd place. HA! I beat ya! nehnehneepoopoo.

So what.

What does competition mean if I learn nothing from it?

Sure I "won" my sister and learnt to ride the bike faster than she did.

BUT

other than learning to ride straight, I suck at making turns!

(ask Jolyn, Sheena and Xinyu)

My sister took a longer time to ride the bike but shes awesome at turns now..

(i think, we havnt really rode bikes together since a long time)(hmms, we really should eh?)(EH WANWAN AND MIMI, WE GO CYCLE LEH!!)

yaaaa, im so naggy. I hope you understand what im saying thou!

YES YOU. MY POSSIBLY-THE-ONLY BLOG READER

Whats the use of competing if you really learn nothing from it?

might as well get the last place but learn a shit load?

I shall learn from my own blogpost!

I shall not compete like a madass from now on!

I shall do my best in everything I do!

I shall try to learn as much as I can from every new thing!

and I shall learn it faster than you!

nehnehneeepoopoooo :p

loves,

marilyn

YOG break

2010-08-09T22:46:00.000-07:00

Sooooo. waddup!

its YOG holidayyyy! and my dad is gonna be one of the torch bearers at the CCK district on 12th August! hahaha. The thing is, I have to be the one running alongside him and video-ing down the heroic 100m jog. #awkward :\

HAHAHHAHA! OH AND HE WAS ON TV DURING NDP WHEN THEY SHOT THE CELEBRATION AT CCK. HAHAHAHHA! EPIC!

I love my daddy :D

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After starting Poly for ONLY 5 months, (wow, that felt like 3 years already) Semester one is finally ending. phew~

And so i've been working on a group project that went pretty well with Weide and HanLiang, and we're gonna go celebrate later at Sakae! woooohoooo!

Heres the video if you're interested:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6T5csvDN5ao

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Went to watch Lishan's debut drama performance the other day! WOAHH, *APPLAUSE*.

hahaha, now she haz got english slang yo!

good job babe, so proud of you ;)

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what else what else?

Imma finish up some of my life stuff before going to the usual topic.

coughLIGHTScoughEVANcoughAVRILcough

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why am i even putting these weird lines of ants to dissect my blog post.

WOW.

dissect.

blog post.

can blog posts be dissected??

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My sisters and dad went on a shopping trip to Thailand last week, while I WAS HAVING SCHOOL AND PRESENTATION AND COULDNT TAG ALONGGGGG. ARGH.

but

i guess its a good thing.

Cause they felt guilty and bought soooooooo many things for me! yay! and i dont have to pay them back! double yay!

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mummy's birthday too. I had to miss a gathering with 47 peeps that day. :( I MISS YOU GUYS!!! (insert less than 3)

haha, nowadays my family has this thing about going to Keat Hong's Sakura to celebrate events. hmms, pretty worth the money if you ask me ;)

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went ECP with jolyn,sheena & xinyu. My poly mates! haha, we had a crazy and tiring day. partly cause my bike tyre pangchek (if thats how you spell it?)

then they had to run/cycle/rollerblade/crawl/swim/jump/slide all the way to the nearest bike shop, (which wasnt very near AT ALL) and i felt bad cause it was MY BIKE that got pangchek afterall. :\

hahahha. SORRY ARH!

but yea, had a fun day! I still feel like im being looked after here in poly, like how yel,fly,kai,shan used to take care of me (cougheventhouimtheoldestamongstya'llcough)

well,

cant blame me. im such a scaredycat of everything.

EVERYTHING.

AAHHhhh!

that green full-stop scared me! :'(

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this is going to be one long-ass post. :p

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moving on to fan music news!

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Lights is currently in Philippines!!!!

EVERYBODEHH GO TWEET HER AND GET HER TO COME SINGAPORE YO! ITS NOT TOO FARRRRRRR.

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EVAN released his Music Video for Pumpkin Pie.

heres the link:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q4qKLOszpkE

i asked if there're gonna be special appearances in the video. and he listed out SOOOO MANY. like WOW. lots of celebs in the vid im tellin you.

just.

that.

they dont appear physically in bones and all.

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AVRIL IS COMING TO SINGAPORE YO!

.....

in my dreams.

her 4th album is not even released yet. :(

Hopefully we'll get it before this year ends, cause apparently there are plans for Evan and Avril to tour together. It'll be awesome much! :D

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in other news

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The Click Five is gonnna be performing at *scape 14th August, and Marina Bay 15th August.

FREE FREE FREE!!!

go catch them ;)

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Justin Bieber broke his voice

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Deryck from Sum41 recently got beaten up in a pub by 3 dudes in Japan. but he's alive and recovering. Hope he gets better soon!

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my dissecting-blog-post-ants-lines are getting shorter and shorter.

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Here's a video for you to get mind-blown before i end my post ;)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-0Xa4bHcJu8

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8=:) a chef smiley!

6;) Elvis smiley!

d:) Hip hop smiley

B;) smiley with shades on the head

loves,

mal

courage - vocalist

2010-07-11T06:13:00.000-07:00

I just want to say.

Marilyn, I am SO proud of you!

hahahhaha.

Well, I think i deserve a little pat on the back for having the courage to try out something I had longed to do. And although it didn't work out quite well, I'm glad I had fun giving it a shot, and I'm really proud of myself for finally stepping over that river of fear.

So yea!

You know guys, you, reading this blog post now,

if you've ever always wanted to do something that you fear you'll be embarrassed about, or you aint good enough at it yet, well,

JUST GO FOR IT.

I have, and it feeeeels grrrrrrreaaaaaaaattttttttt!!!! :D

WAHHOOOOOOO!~

loves,

mal

When was the last time you unleashed ur inner kid?

2010-06-24T05:38:00.000-07:00

When was the last time you unleashed your inner-kid?

Today, I woke up in a horrible mood, angry with myself for ignoring the alarm clock twice. I really want to get back to the habit of waking up early again. I don't want to waste time lying in my bed, dehydrating to the heat, dreaming of things that don't make sense and probably won't come true.

House was empty, fridge was empty, cupboard was empty, wallet was empty.

The only thing that was filled were annoyance and boredom.

So I asked on twitter if anyone can give me suggestions of what to do, where to head to and stuffs. A LightsArmy friend replied "go to the park and take photos". I thought, "hmms, why not, I should really get out of the house."

I would really go, I swear I would.

But, there was a FRIGGING BEE at the door. bee.

Naturally, I ran away to hide. Being the cleverass me, I went to the kitchen - Where there was the toilet, the food, the drinks. But... No Macbook.

The bee was still there.

So I just sat on the kitchen floor, thinking of how I should get out without being scared of the bee, then my stomach growled.

I opened the fridge again, recalling that I really wanted to eat some Milo and Rainbow cereal at 3am the previous morning/night.

The bee was still there.

So I poured myself some milk in a bowl and added lots of Milo and Rainbow cereal, LOTS, since it was meant to be lunch.

Began munching, chewing, drinking, boring, snoring, sleeping, drooling.

It got really boring when I was eating the cereals. Usually, I eat food in front of my Macbook so I'll be watching videos or movies.

The bee was still there.

Then I started taking one cereal at a time, instead of a spoonful of it.

There were probably 85482878042750827345 of them in the bowl.

I know I'm really long-winded.

Okay, my main point is

When was the last time you unleashed your inner-kid?

I know I'm still really immature and refusing to admit I'm 17 and turning legal in half a year's time. But I admit, I got so caught up in schoolwork, deadlines, housework, chores, money issues, online forum communities, youtube, twitter etc

I seemed to have forgotten about my kid-ish side.

The side of me that I really enjoy being.

As I took one cereal at a time, I recalled being a 7 year old, Primary One.

Every weekend morning, my mum would prepare a warm cup of milk with a bowl of cereals. I'd wake up as early as 8am to watch cartoons on TV. Before PowerPuff Girls started playing at 10am, I'll sit at the dining table and enjoy my delightful bowl of cereals.

Then, I'd scoop them up one by one too. Just like what I did today.

I'd pick them up in accordance to their colours, Red, Orange, Yellow, Green, Blue etc...

I'd pick them up in accordance to their shapes, Round, Triangle, Stars..

When I'm left with 10 pieces of cereals, I like to form a Smiley Face with them. Then I'll go to the toilet where my mum would be washing the tub, hold her hand and lead her to the dining table, and show her my masterpiece of "The Floating Smiley Cereals".

I probably did that every other weekend.

It lasted until I grew up, started rushing to finish that bowl of cereals, started having wants, started being selfish, started being competitive, started getting annoyed and bored easily, started ignoring the simple things in life that made me smile and laugh to myself..... and my imaginary friend Bobby the Dino.

So what I'm trying to say is, try doing it.

ONE DAY! without your handphone, without your laptops, without any bees, without any worries.

Just go and be that kid again.

That kid we ignored after becoming a teenager. She/He is probably lonely, abandoned and waiting for you to smile and wave to her/him again.

and don't forget to befriend Bobby the Dino.

(okay, that sounded really creepy)

Loves,

Marilyn

Tonight Alive forum!

2010-06-15T09:17:00.000-07:00

After so many years of hanging on other people's forum.

I'm proud to sayyyyy...

...

....

I've finally created MY OWN forum!

its a fan forum for Tonight Alive, an Aussie band.

http://tonightalivecrew.proboards.com

you can check them out on Myspace.com/tonightalive

if you like them, why not join my forum, show me some support manzz! :D

hahahha.

So yay! HOLIDAYYYY!!!! So busy busy busy, cant wait to slack a whole day.

Been rushing to get my Evan Fan CD done, i'll post up pics, videos when its completed!

Sent Gregory off the other day, he's flying to Canada to study for 2 years. Lucky! Hope i can study overseas too! hahaha, but yea, im pretty sure he'll do much better in Canada. ;) WILL MISS YOU DUDE! *insert-less-than-three-emoticon*

and i finally caught up with ZhaoXun mannzzz. miss all of ya! Hope qiaowei and hazel can meet up soon!

47 Class gathering, few ppl turn up, but it was nonetheless fun! hahha, Happy belated Birthday Kian Hwee! sorry for late wishes, but yea, bus rides to school are not the same without you. haha! talk soon.

Jamming on Friday! cant wait, new bandmates: Amirul, Clare, Bean, Fly.

what else what else....

MY SAVIOUR ANIMATION FOR LIGHTS REACHED 1000 VIEWS!

thank you to everybodehh who helped spread. *bows*

Loving my coursemates and teachers. Just hope that it wont be horribly packed with schoolwork when school resumes. gahhhh.

BURP.

loves,

Mal

second go MV

2010-05-21T22:30:00.000-07:00

Just wanna say a big congratulation to Evan Taubenfeld for finally getting his debut album released! after 6 years of wait!!!

I only waited for 3 years, which is half of that and im already so impatient. imagine waiting for twice as long. wow.

and heres the Official MV for LIGHTS' Second Go

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aPLRkyGU3cM

Click click!

loves,

mal

4 weeks in Poly

2010-05-13T06:09:00.000-07:00

SO! wazzupp. its been a long time since i posted.

4 weeks into poly life. lots of things happened, lots of school assignments to do, lots of new friends made, lots of good old buddies missed :(

May 10th was PANDE DAY.

(yes, we have our own special day! :D)

but a pity, all of us were busy with school and couldnt meet up to have a buddy toast!

so here i am.

LISHAN, YELICA, KAIXIN, XIAOFEI.

heres to nearly 7-8 years of friendship, 3 years of PANDEMONIUM, and many more years of awesomeness.

know that you 4 babes will always always be at the TOP SPOT on my "people-i-cant-live-without" and "people-whom-i-love-dearly" and "people-who-made-a-difference-in-my-life" and "people-who-helped-take-toiletpaper-for-me" lists.

I LOVE YOU. and i miss you guys! school's just not the same without ya'll.

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EMOTIONAL PART OVER! hahhaha.

so yea, if you're wondering what AWESOME song thats playing right now,

its Pumpkin Pie by Evan Taubenfeld.

HIS RECORD COMES OUT MAY 18th, sorry but its only on iTunes. So yea, you can still support *cough*illegally*cough*.

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The music video for "Second Go" by LIGHTS (its the 3rd song on my playlist)

comes out TODAYYY!! in CANADA! so i'll post it when its up worldwide! stay tuned!

what else.

I GOT MY FIRST TWEET FROM LIGHTS THE OTHER DAY!

cause she was like "im bored, someone tell me something awesome"

so everyone was like "hey Lights, did you know blah blah".

then i was like "im not THAT knowlegable, so. i just tweeted her something im good at.

"BURPPPP!!! :D"

and SHE REPLIED! hahahhhahaha!

she said " Excuse you!!"

so cute. though it was kinda rude of me, its funny to see her reaction.

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if you're like "gosh, this is the first time she said nothing about Avril".

all im going to say is.

yea you're right.

Im disappointed in Avril. and the only way for her to gain back that respect i once had for her is to release the 4th album which has been delayed. ONCE AGAIN. to October. and also if she breaks up with that Brodehhh Jenkeer

she's still on my Heroes List thou ;)

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The second song on my playlist is "Wasting Away" by an australian band Tonight Alive.

The singer is the same age as me. (%@#@^%$^%@!!!@???!)

and im probably gonna be starting a forum for them, they've been really nice and reply to me on twitter ;)

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I want to form a new band in nyp.

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I LOVE MOTION GRAPHICS AND BROADCAST DESIGN!

muahahaahaha, lovin' the lessons, the class, the teachers.

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WAZZUP ;)

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BOO!!!!! AHHHHH!!! DANG DANG DANG!!! PEW PEW PEW!

AHCHOOOOOOOO

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loves,

mal

LIGHTS COMMENTED MY VIDEO!

2010-04-09T22:46:00.000-07:00

I cant believe i forgot to post in my blog.
yea, so the past few days, i've been busy promoting my new animation/video of a Lights' song - SAVIOUR. Its kinda for her birthday this Sunday, so i was hoping she'd see it somehow.

and...

SHE SAW IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LIKE SHE REALLY REALLY REALLY SAW IT!!!
AND EVEN COMMENTED ON MY VIDEO IN YOUTUBE.
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!
ITS LEGIT HER.

She said:
"THIS. IS. AWESOME. I get that feeling creepy colourful monsters are following me too! You did such a great job @wristbandd :)"

haha! love the smiley face. and she acknowledged me! although not Marilyn, wristbandd still means alot. :D I LOVE LIGHTS.
heres the link!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vbt5wGmi9O4

Watch and let me know what u think. ;)

loves,
mal

W2TBLC release date!

2010-03-29T01:23:00.000-07:00

Evan Taubenfeld
Welcome To The Blacklist Club
AVAILABLE ON iTUNES WORLDWIDE
MAY 18TH.
but no official release date of the physical copy.

oh well, still, i need to scream this out loud.

FINALLYYYY!!!!!

holiday before poly starts

2010-03-27T08:31:00.000-07:00

UPDATE ON MY LIFE.
finally right? afterall this blog is titled "my marilyn life" for a reason. My life aint just about Avril, Evan and the latest addition --- Lights.

speaking of Lights, DID YOU SWITCH OFF YOUR LIGHTS DURING EARTH HOUR?!?!
yes? good job.
no? go bang your head on the wall.

forgot to meet up with Kai to spam call people to switch off lights this year. hahahha! remember last year? miss those days. :(

Yupp, so now its kinda like post-DPA pre-Poly period. holiday!!!
stoked for my OWN NEW LAPPY in April. cant wait! Next week orientation.gonna be lonely thou, no one in my DPA clique is in the same school (SIDM) as me. So i'll be kinda alone. my course intake is 40 this year.
NYP MGBD PEOPLE WHERE ARE YOU?!?!?!

LOVE THE MEETING WITH 47 PEEPS THE OTHER DAY. I LOVE YOU ALL. MUAHX MUAHX. and Alice in Wonderland is EPIC!
Did you stay for the song at the credits?
yes? I love you.
no? go bang your head on the wall.

Went for Ashdown's gig the other day too. with Kai and Amirul. Ashdown is officially on my list after that day. Though there where hiccups here and there, but they are really good. Hope to form a band as legit as them in nyp.

been pretty active on forums again. In fact, Im actually leading a BlacklistClub forum Fan Project for Evan's birthday this year. gonna be making a Fan CD and sending it over. interested? text or tweet me.

twitter kicks ass.

I think my dad is super cute.

i hate insects and anything that flies and thats smaller than me.

i love hannah montana.

ok, this isnt really an update. I cant remember what i've done these few days.
la la la~

pew pew pew
bang bang bang
KABOOM!

im obsessed with laserguns these few days, cause of Lights.
isit lazerguns or laserguns?

so yea.
WADDUP?

loves,
mal

Haiti Wavin' Flag

2010-03-15T01:52:00.000-07:00

Just thought i should share this.

50 Canadian artisits came together to record a cover of "Wavin' Flag".
Theres AVRIL LAVIGNE and LIGHTS in it. Avril should be easy to spot. Lights come at the first line of the 2nd verse ;)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nB7L1BIDELc

also Simple Plan, Sum41, Hedley and alot other canadians.
Its a beautiful song. So hope you can give it a listen! ;)

loves,
Marilyn

Alice LIVE!

2010-03-03T23:59:00.000-08:00

This is why.
I
Love
Avril

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CZCke4hEo-Y

be amazed. hahha.
rushing projects. will update during my break ;)

loves,
mal

ALICE MV!

2010-02-17T23:49:00.000-08:00

YAY!!!!
AVRIL LAVIGNE's MUSIC VIDEO FOR ALICE IS OUT!
LINK:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vyDRbx8nWFg

WATCH WATCH WATCH!
shes so pretty :D

loves,
mal

Starbucks Girl video

2010-02-10T02:50:00.000-08:00

okay, heres the youtube vid for Evan's new song, STARBUCKS GIRL.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cAzv025N6n0

WATCH IT!
Target: 1 million views. hahaahahaha

yay

loves,mal

Starbucks Girl download

2010-02-09T03:51:00.000-08:00

SUPPORT EVAN TAUBENFELD!
DOWNLOAD STARBUCKS GIRL FOR FREE!
hell yeah, you heard me. FOR FREE!
theres a download link at the bottom of this page:
http://friendsorenemies.com/page/evan-taubenfeld-starbucks-girl

GO GO GO! CLICK CLICK CLICK! SPREAD THIS SONG PEOPLE!
I WANT EVAN IN SINGAPORE. SO PLEASE HELP ME ACHIEVE THIS WISH. hahahhahaha. THANK YOUUUUU
SBG VIDEO OUT TMR.
i'll post a link too. :D
YAY

loves, mal

nyp

2010-02-06T04:58:00.000-08:00

Didnt realise i haven't updated my blog for quite some time.
SO!
YAY! HERE I AM~ :D

School started for me like wayyyyyy back. its been 3 weeks, and i've adapted pretty well to the poly life. and theres like already so many projects and presentations to work on. gahh.
Cant wait to see familiar faces in NYP during the March/April intake. :)

i've made some new friends, and they're all really awesome and im well taken care of.

soooooooo. these 3 weeks... theres
- NYP DPA camp
- My birthday
- School starts
- Avril's "ALICE"
- Evan's "Starbucks Girl"

let me elaborate more bout each of them.

NYP DPA CAMP
Its actually a module by itself - Leadership and Team Building. Started off really awkward, i took the MRT, almost couldnt make it out as it was so squeezy and i had my camp bag, sleeping bag, shoe bag and all. gosh. I think i whacked a few passengers while forcing my way out. So yea, reached NYP, super lonely.

Then i took the iniative to make friends with a girl sitting beside me. ICEBREAKER qns: "Are you alone?". HAHAHHA. and that worked really well, we started talking. went to the campsite, formed a funny, fun, awesome group that stayed close till today. yea, had sunburnt from the high elements. weird to say, i was actually scared to do absailing (whatever u spell it), but i wasnt scared at all to try out this horizontal ladder thing like 3-4 storeys high up. yea. PROUD OF MYSELF! :D

got back home the next day (2D1N camp), which is also

MY 17th BIRTHDAY
i received so many texts from ppl while at camp. THANK YOU EVERYONE :)
was really tired from camp activities, so i didnt countdown.
After high elements, we broke camp at 5pm, by the time i reached home, it was 8pm.
mummy and daddy got me Chilli Crab, Kangkong, BBQ chicken Wings etc etc. WOAHHH. SO SHIOKKKKK MANZ, but i wasnt feeling very well from the sunburnt, so didnt get to fully enjoy my sumptious dinner :(
Even Deon and Kelvin were there. hahaha
just when i thought "oh well, just another crappy birthday, which i spent at camp, got cooked alive and didnt get to enjoy", there came some strange sound from my corridor.

...

:D

my mum (with her horrible acting skills): "Eh? Whats that strange sound? Xinxin, go open the door and see whats outside leh."
(yes, my mum calls me xinxin. you know? like marilyn neo hui xin. Xin. XIN XIN?)
me (totally knows pande is behind this): "huh? orh, okay"
(opens door, look to see Yelicia's handphone on the floor, supposedly playing a recorded audio)
my mum: Wah! whos phone is that?! Eh, click leh, got what sound? whos phone is that arh? maybe got a message inside
me: (clicks play, came some weird audio. HAHAHAHHA, damn funny. its from yel, kai and shan. asking me to go to the staircase)
my mum: Wah! who is that who is that? wah! must go staircase arh, faster go!
me: *laughing* huh, but i haven't finish my chilli crab.

(sorry, i must emphasize that i sacrificed my crab for this :p)

yea, so i went to the staircase at the lift there.

they pasted "Bananas of the world unite", which is a private joke. hahahha. and there were candles on the floor which spelt out HAPPY BIRTHDAY :D:D:D
THEN
TADAAAA~ SURPRISE!

kai,yel and shan baked me a brownie-looking-with-banana-and-rainbow-flakes-chocolate-cake :D so sweeeeet (no pun intended). :D
the bananas were kinda to represent Ben and Jerry's Chunkey Monkey Ice Cream. HAHA.
yea, so they came my house, ate my crab :B , some New York Fudge, bananas off the cake they baked, my birthday cake, watched Just For Laughs Asia, then went back home.

I was really drained, so i went to sleep after that as i had school the next day. didnt have the chance to thank ya'll. sooooooooooo

THANK YOU KAI XIN,YELICIA, LISHAN. Just when i thought my 17th was gonna suck, you guys made it ROCK. :D
and THANK YOU TO MY MUM TOO, for the awesome dinner and funny acting. :D
and THANK YOU TO MY FAMILY, for being so supportive and loving me :D
and THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU who wished me happy bday. :D
I LOVE YOU!

How can it be a marilyn blog post without any Avril dose? MUAHAHHAHA

Avril Alice
So, if you head over to Avrillavigne.com theres a video up with the song "Alice", which is the credits and promo song for the movie "Alice in Wonderland".
heres a link:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NZ_fBiJn9LA

not one of those songs you'll like at first listen, but you'll love it eventually :D
A Music video was shot, and its gonna be coming out in this couple of weeks! STOKED!
First Single out March, 4th Album out June! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY~~

Evan Starbucks Girl
tbh, I hate this song. you can hear it on his myspace: CLICKHERE
its totally overproduced, he auto-tuned his vocals, no guitars, no drums, no bass.
And he's putting it on the record.
The thing i hate most bout this song. ITS CATCHY. like as much as i want to not like it, it gets stuck in my head.
and it'll probably get stuck in yours too.
So im sorry if its too late and you've already clicked on the link on top and hating me for making you listen to it. HAHA. BOOYAHHHH

okay, its not that bad actually, after a few listens.
music video for Starbucks Girl coming out this Tuesday. hope it doesnt disappoint.

okayyyyyy~
im gonna enjoy this weekend before another week of school starts.
woohoo.
stoked for Feb 12th meeting with 47 peeps! :D

loves,
mal

O LEVEL RESULT

2010-01-12T21:30:00.000-08:00

7 and 10!

and a surprising A1 for English.
B3 for higher chinese! I PASSED!!! YAY!

happy. satisfied. proud of myself.

loves,
mal

Avril Lavigne "ALICE UNDERGROUND"

2010-01-09T07:54:00.000-08:00

STOKED STOKED STOKED
STOKED STOKED STOKED!!!

NEW AVRIL LAVIGNE's NEWS!

She's gonna have a song titled
"Alice Underground"
as a soundtrack for the upcoming movie "Alice in Wonderland", which stars Johnny Depp as Mad Hatter.

Bandaids is saying that this will be her first Single, but im doubting so.
Not mentioned in this article:

•Attracting marquee crooners. Much like penning the opening song for a James Bond film, top-shelf performers savor the opportunity to write a Disney tune. In March, the studio will throw its weight behind Avril Lavigne's "Alice Underground" from Tim Burton's "Alice in Wonderland," as well as Daft Punk's sonic "Tron Legacy" score in December.

LINK:
http://www.variety.com/index.asp?layout=awardcentral&jump=news&articleid=VR1118013472&cs=1

Also, it will be available on iTunes on March 2nd!

first single or not, who cares!
CELEBRATION!!!!~~ :D:D:D

and Evan will probably release his soon. ANY MORE DELAY, i'll stop supporting him.

loves,
mal

goodbye 2009

2010-01-01T03:40:00.000-08:00

2oo9

byebye.

2oo9 has been an AMAZING year for me.
lots of memories, lots of laughters, tears, smiles, hugs, papers, books, goodbyes. blah.

I very much wanted to post this on the last day of 2oo9, but the laptop was inaccessible to me. So here i am, on the First day of 2010.
ok, that was weird. 2010. 2010, 2010, try typing 2010 ten times. you'll accidentally type out 2019. (ok, maybe its only me..)

So, for 2oo8, I typed out a list of the best things that happened to me in 2oo8. So im gonna do the same for 2oo9. Since its , OFFICIALLY, one of the Best Years of My Life. (and if you havnt checked out my animation, here it is: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DX8OafgEfqE). (hey, a little promotion doesnt hurt right?)(besides, i've put it in brackets. not like im actually saying it out)(if you know what im saying at all.)

The Best Of 'o9:

About my Heroes:
- Being Evan's Valentine was really sweet. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iZmxsdwSKtY. here's the recap.
- Also, winning Evan's Sweatsedo. Huge thanks to Mildred, who helped me get many people to put the links on their blogs. That was how I managed to win. So THANK U. :D
- Kris Allen WON AMERICAN IDOL :p and all the drama that happened that day in school when many girls COUGH cuitian COUGH yelicia COUGH tamil COUGH got very upset that Adam didnt win. But oh well.
- Watching Hannah Montana movie.
- Helping to promote Evan on radio 913 singapore.
- Chatting with Evan in the BLC Chat room.
- Being Member of The Week for the same week for both Avril Bandaids and Evan BlacklistClub.
- getting to know LIGHTS and her music and art.
- holding LIGHTS' album in my hands. (yeah. like right now!)(nahs, if im holding now i wouldnt be able to type. since i put handS and not hand)

not so much of an Avril year compared to an Evan and Lights year.

About my forum friends:
- receiving a HUGE Birthday package from Greta was really awesome.
- getting to know Callie better
- hanging out with Kim
- all the late night chats with Gabe (i still have the voice clip for "dateshjerks")
- crapping with Laura the best damn socks.
- my late bday gift for Tsuua
- receiving an FC appreciation from Heather
- catching up with Emre and Juanda
- knowing the new singaporean bandaiders Hazel and Drima

About my friends:
-JARED-THE-BOSS. didnt hang out much this year. and all the lessons u owe me! hhaha. but nevertheless, thanks for showing up at my bday surprise and for the 1000 word essay :D hope the balloon is still alive.
3 words for ya
BEN & JERRY's!!!
- Olivia, Biru, Nanette, sorry I didnt spend much time with ya'll this year. But just know that, although i dont show or say it, you 3 are still very important people in my life. I do miss you guys alotttttttttttttttt.
- Weijian, jabez. Miss ya two. hang out soon!
- Qiaowei, Gregory, ZhaoXun, Hazel, Thanks for coming down to Unity in june! *HUGE HUG*

About my family:
- My pre and post O level luch-how-arh periods with Mimi.
- Wanwan opening a bottle of "Pohchekyee" in the middle of the night and having all the tiny balls flying to my bed and all over the floor. HAHAHAHA. good laugh.
- getting to know Deon and Kelvin better.
- Mummy's fart in the middle of the night which scared and woke me up.
- Daddy waiting in the living room for me to come home when i was already in the room all along.

About my school life:
- Getting stuck on the toilet bowl, and having the Toilet Cleaner Aunty to rescue me. I do miss her very much actually. :(
- Sitting with Zara and Syahirah. BEST MOMENTS IN SCHOOL :D I love the two of u. Thanks for making my days in the classroom so fun and funny. MUACKS!
- having Azri as my first Valentine! woohoo.
- having the students from Kalimantan spending time in our class.
- jesslyn's WHAT THING?! and MONEY MONEY! hahaha.
- going crazy with Abi, xinying hahahha. :D
- crapping with amirul, music lectures. :p
- bus rides with kian hwee
- recording videos for Evan's birthday, Teachers' Day etc, thanks guys for letting me video u.
- all the drama in class during a particular Language class.
- Adam Khoo workshop.
- Unity 10 years carnival, hosting the Haunted Hospital was fun fun fun fun fun.
- graduation.
- prom
- you know what. Im just gonna stop here for school life.
BECAUSE, almost every single day that i spent in school was worth remembering and hits the mark of being the Best of 'o9.
WHY?
Because I spent my last year in unity secondary school with Class 4-7.

About PANDE!:
- my sixteenth was really really really really really really really really really really really really one of the best best best best best birthdays i've ever had.
- Thanks to YOUR surprise. it was really well thought out and funny. YAY!
TOP 3 MARILYN's-BEST-MEMORIES

- Thank you Kaixin, for always caring for me, looking after me, responding to me when everyone else ignores. haha. Like in my song, you're a Carebear to me. your Hugs are always there when i needed them. And all your retarded moments. omggg. hahaha. Blangkit rocks!

- Thank you Lishan, for being who u are. hahaha. awesome to have you around cause u never fail to lighten up the mood. Thou you'll be like *hands-in-the-face* "Ouieh! I dont care I dont care" whenever I start talking about Avril and Evan.(blehh :p), but i know for sure, YOU LOVE ME. you're just too shy dont show it. blehh :p

- Thank you Yelicia, for leading me for 4 years now, its time i let go of your hand and wander off to nyp on my own. :) I may be small, but I'm not afraid of anything! (ok, maybe bugs... and cats.. and dogs). all these years of Protection, its time i learn to shield myself from danger. also, thanks for cheering me up when i needed you. Like i always say, watching you and lishan bimbo fight is like watching TV Dramas. haha! so thanks for the entertainment.

- Thank you Xiaofei, for being the cool babe. Love the skateboard you decorated for me! :D for all the times when i needed your advice and encouragement. we'll probably not be seeing much of each other, so all the best for whatever you'll be doing months from now.

All in all, Thank you PANDE (lucky we have a name for ourselves, if not i have to type out kaixin, lishan, yelicia, xiaofei, all the time.)
For 4 years, you guys have been the umbrella sheltering me from the rain, my Army protecting me from danger, my loudspeaker when i couldnt be heard, my pillow which i fall back on so easily.

remember the msg i sent out to 4-7 peeps on graduation day? I said the 4-7 peeps are in the top few compartments in my heart, but the VIP Suite is reserved.

its reserved for 4 important girls in my life.

the best memories of 'o9.
the best moments to cherish.
the best friends for life.

loves,
mal

MY LIGHTS ALBUM!

2009-12-28T00:26:00.000-08:00

I
GOT
MY
LIGHTS'
ALBUM

Thank u yelicia!!

YAY! waited for 5 weeks, it finally arrived after sailing through the seas, soaring through the skies, hidden away at yel's house for days.
WOOHOO. and its been on repeat. :D

ok, i get asked this question alot lately. Avril or LIGHTS.
For now? definitely LIGHTS
but the permanent number 1 spot.
AVRIL.

Singapore Idol was yesterday, Sylvia lost. :(
Why cant we just have a female for once? Its been 3 Malay guys. Nothing against Malays, just that, why cant we have a change? And i really think Sylvia deserves to win.
I just dont feel the need to show anymore support for Singapore Idol, just seems to me that for every season, the results will be the same.

OH! and did u guys catch Charice!?!? She's awesome right! haahh
I love it when Gurmit went "ok, now lets put back our jaws that have dropped and watch her perform the next song" or something like that. HAHAHHA.

So christmas was just over! nothing much, Santa didnt visit me this year :(
but i did get a capo from my sis and deon. THANK U. and of cus a new shirt from mimi too. thank u. :)

Boxing day celebration with class was FUN! haha. thou only half showed up, it was nevertheless nice to see some of u again. :D Thanks for the yummy chocolate Azri! and thank for the cute cup kian hwee.

2010 is arriving.
My 17th is arriving. shucks
Poly life is arriving.
O levels results is arriving.
Evan's album is arriving.
Avril's album is arriving.
hopefully Lights tour Asia next year.

BLG coming singaporee!!
anyone going?

loves,
mal

Avril Lavigne's Canon Singapore

2009-12-21T09:16:00.000-08:00

If you havnt been watching TV, or reading the newspaper, you're missing out my friend.

AVRIL LAVIGNE's CANON SINGAPORE COMMERCIAL is showing on TV!
And her Canon Ad was on page 7 of The Sunday Times yesterday.
AWESOMEAWESOMEAWESOME.

The theme of the commercial is Innocence. Mainly cause the song playing is Innocence, and the caption on the ad is the lyrics of Innocence "These moments are(is) perfect".

And showing that these moments of bliss and innocence in our lives should be captured by Canon. Now THAT, is good marketing skill. APPLAUDS.

managed to catch it on camera (not canon though, sorry) So here it is! If you hadnt the chance to watch on TV.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AujakHcgVCI

Im telling you. CLICK ON THE LINK. she looks gorgeous and just oh-so-beautiful.

I'm hoping she'll come Singapore for promo! Afterall, Singapore is the first Asian Country Canon made a commercial for. So keep your fingers crossed! ok, MY fingers, not yours. :p

haha, just wanted to share my joy. :D

loves, mal

Avril gives Evan a call!

2009-12-13T23:03:00.000-08:00

I overslept and missed one of the best Evan uStream chats.
i was suppose to wake at 5am. but i slept at 2. no wonder i overslept.

SO! the cool thing about this chat was because..

Avril called! like in the middle of the chat, Evan was answering some qns, then there was a ring on his home phone.

Avril called to ask if he knows where to get something with Skulls on them. Before they ended the call,
Evan: "Can i put you on spreakerphone and just say 'Hi Everybody'".
Avril: "you're live? what isit? a video?"
Evan: "yea, im just live on this video thing" (cause Avril doesnt know what uStream is). Hold on. Say Hi everybody."
Avril: Waddup! Hi Everyone!

Thats really really sweet as hell.
hahaha. its so cute to see them talking like normal best friends.

heres the link if you're interested: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WnKiKOb2wrM
Avril calls at 18.20.

So yea, i guess life after O levels is slack as hell. I want to enjoy this holiday, not work, not do stuff, and just slack till i rot. Cause when i went for dpa interview, the teacher did say that my course is gonna be tough as hell. So i wanna make sure I enjoy and refuel before i step into poly life. if you realise, this is the only stress-free holiday you're ever gonna get. Thereafter, you have to worry bout studies, school, projects, work, getting a job, having a family, babies, grandchildren, death. What the hell, so just ENJOY NOW!

My daily routine:

1) wake up 1pm

2) worry about lunch as im too lazy to head out to buy

3) wonder why theres a hotdog bread on dining table. Didnt i ask my mum not to make me breakfast?

4) cook some Maggie mee to eat.

5) bring it into my room and sit in front of the laptop to eat.

6) go to blc forum, bandaids, lights forum, evantaubenfeld.com, youtube, twitter.

7) start reading new posts, watch new videos.

8) worry about dinner cause im too lazy to head out to buy

9) dad calls. get him to buy food for me.

10) looks to realise i havnt wash my empty maggiemee bowl.

11) head to kitchen, realises that i need to help to vacuum the floor, throw the rubbish and take down laundry.

12) gives a big sigh. forgot to put my msn status as "away".

13) do housework, wait for dinner, eat, head back to laptop.

14) go to blc forum, bandaids, lights forum, evantaubenfeld.com, youtube, twitter.

15) the time when my forum friends will be awake and chat with them.

16) realises its nearly 12am. I should get ready for bed.

17) its 12.15am, im just gonna watch this last video and head to bed.

18) my forum friend chatting with me. I miss her, so im just gonna chat a little while before heading to bed.

19) *yawns* im tired, but hey! theres another video up! lets watch it.

20) 2am oh shit, didnt i say i wanna slp at 12am?

21) say bye to forum friends, logs off, shut down. head to bed.

22) cant fall alsp, so take out earpiece and listen to songs on my phone.

23) tell myself "ok, Saviour is gonna be the last song, then im off to sleep".

24) "eh, i havnt listened to Merry Swiftmas today, ok last song!"

25) take out earpiece, check time: 3.16am.

26) shit. go to sleep, go to sleep, go to sleep.

27) zzzzz.

28) sister makes noise in the morning, checks time 8am. goes back to sleep.

29) Mum missed call at 11.14am.

30) gets woken up by the afternoon heat or nightmare.

31) wakes up at 1pm

32) worry bout lunch as im too lazy to head out to buy.

33) wonder why theres a kaya bread on the dining table. I thought i asked my mum not to make me breakfast?

34) and everything else repeats.

I'm enjoying life.

what bout you?

loves, mal

Merry Swiftmas - Evan Taubenfeld

2009-12-09T03:15:00.000-08:00

This is a really sweet song from Evan, he wrote it for Taylor Swift.
scroll down for lyrics.

edit: you might wanna right click "Watch on Youtube", because my blogsong is playing and you cant stop it. haha.

Evan Taubenfeld - Merry Swiftmas

VERSE
Hey what do ya know it's time for Christmas
And I've been acting good all year
I never have been all that superstitious
But that don't mean I hate reindeer
So Santa, I don't know if you're listenin
Im not quite sure how this works
I wanna good girl for huggin and kissin
Not a headcase who only dates jerks

PRE 1
I don't need more toys and shiny things
I just want a blonde who likes to sing

CH 1
So don't put a bow on a box
Theres no need to send Megan Fox
I don't need big mansion
So lets nix Scarlett Johansson
They'll be teardrops on my guitar
If I end up with Amy Smart
So Santa for my gift, please send me Taylor Swift

V2
So Santa when you come down the chimney
You can skip right past the kitchen
Im sure youre sick of all of the cookies
So got you Fearless Platinum Edition

PRE 2
And no one will mess with her when she's mine
And Kanye will watch his mouth next time

CH 2
Yeah, I'm gonna have to refuse
If in comes Penelope Cruz
If she is a bad girl, sending her back
Cause Lindsay Lohan is wack (just like crack)
I'd rather have Jason Mraz (Im yours)
Than be stuck with Cameron Diaz
So Santa for my gift, please send me Taylor Swift

BRIDGE
I know her and I are gonna fit...
Taylor Taubenfeld has a ring to it

CH 3
Id rather be hangin alone
Than makin out with Emma Stone
Yeah Id rather get a subpoena
Than kick it with Angelina
Yeah I'll probably shed a few tears
If you mess up and send Britney Spears
So Santa for my gift, please send me Taylor Swift

Lights' quote

2009-12-03T06:47:00.000-08:00

A little quote for ya'll.

"Chances are, if you have a Plan B, you're not working hard enough on Plan A"

- Lights.

see, i told you i foresee that i'll post something about Lights.
im a psychic. (if thats how u spell it).

love,
mal

Intro to Lights

2009-11-30T06:00:00.000-08:00

This is a blogpost dedicated to introduce my new idol to you guys.
You may be like "oh man, not again!" haha, but im telling you:

If I wanted to, I would keep her a secret and have her all to myself.

But foreseeing that i may wanna share some of her news on my blog, i decided that i should let everyone who reads my blog know bout her.

One of my forum friends, Callie (from canada), introduced her to me. I dont usually listen to bands or singers my friends introduce to me as I prefer my own band-hunting, going for MY type of genres.

So TADAAA~
MY NEW IDOL IS...

LIGHTS!

erhems. I repeat.

LIGHTS!

haha, if you're wondering "sorry, Lights? thats her name?".

Yes, she officially changed it to Lights, her original name was Valerie Poxleitner.

When Callie sent me one of her songs "Saviour", i told myself im just gonna give her a try, since Lights is pretty cool for a name.

Then it came on ElectroPop music (which is totally not my genre), and BAM! I fell in love with her voice.
Yea, just like that.

Honestly, im surprised that im listening to songs of this genre. But when i listened to Lights, i dont even realise its ElectroPop. Her voice and the lyrics are just Oh-So-Beautiful.

Songs like Face up talks about when times are tough, you gotta keep moving on, keep your face up. Lions! (yea, with the !)tells you not to be afraid. Pretend reminds me of the things we used to do when we were still young and innocent. Saviour has really really cool lyrics. Ice has a really fast part that she sings and you'll go "wow!".
you can click on the links btw, of the song titles.

You may not like her at first, but the more you listen, the more you know the lyrics, you'll start to like her. okay, maybe not.

but for me it worked this way.

so yea.

if you click on the Avril Flag with my Hero and Heroines, i've added Lights to the list under Avril and Evan.

She deserves to be there.

loves,
mal

evan - tbyool

2009-11-21T10:19:00.000-08:00

WATCH THIS!!

I've been working on this since last year, but was too lazy to finish it up cause of Olevels preparation.
NOW THAT ITS OVERRRRRRR~~ (yes, im still in the "YAY ITS OVER!" mood)
I've finished it. and i hope you guys will really like it.

yay!

loves,
mal

Fred

2009-11-19T00:35:00.000-08:00

Any fans of Fred? yea, the Youtube Most Sub 5 year old kid with a weird and whiny voice.

haha. not sure if you're interested, but i think this song is great.
Fred's Christmas Cash

Its really catchy. and i think its funny at one part, at the fireplace, theres like chicks and santas and tiny Freds on the floor. its so cute.hahaha.

yea, tmr is PROM. why am i not feeling the excitement? am i suppose to be excited?
I mean....
i have to wear a dress.
a dress.
and weird shoes.
and weird stuffs.

dress.
*goosebumps*

i'll update on prom after its over! ;)

loves,
mal

O LEVEL IS OVERRR

2009-11-15T01:37:00.000-08:00

FINALLY! the day we've all been waiting for.

After 4 years of hardwork, i really hope i get the results i yearn for.
straight As, or maybe a B for higher Chinese. or C.

Theres so many things i plan to do after Os, but now that its REALLY over (slap me) i kind of feel lost. Like RIGHT NOW, im school-less. i've graduated as a unitian, heading to nyp, but right now its like in-between.

but yea, ITS OVER! :D
i've had so many sleepless nights, but now i lie on my bed and fall soundly to sleep. Just like that! BAM! and ZZZZZZZ. haha.

Side note: I think im gonna wake up at 5am today, to catch Evan's uStream Chat. LINK maybe. if i CAN wake up. hee.

And i must really apologise, most of my blog entries are about Avril and Evan, but thats because its the only interesting thing i'd like to share with everyone. Its just so boring to talk about what i do everyday. right?

I could easily talk and share with everyone like:
1) how the soles of my shoes crack and on rainy days i would come home in flooded shoes,
2) or perhaps the time i farted when my neighbour walked past,
3) or perhaps how theres termites crawling all over my guitar but now they're all killed (muahaha),
4) or perhaps how i got chased by my sister when i went into the room and said "what are you doing? OH! Are you studying?!" on the day i ended O level.
5) or perhaps the time i lost the spongy spongy thing thats on my earpiece and cried. (nah, i did not cry, i'll only cry if i lose my primary 3 pencil and pri1 scissors)
6) or perhaps that i wear a cute pair of gingerbreadman socks to sleep every night?

but im not gonna tell you all that.

my life is boring. and im using music and my idols to cover up these boring-ness. So please forgive me if everytime you blog hop and land on my blog and all you ever read is Avril, Evan, Avril, Evan, Evril, Avan, Evril, Avan. blah blah.
oh, and soon, you'll be hearing more about a new idol of mine. ;)
( yes, i heard your sighs).

yea, i'll be updating more i hope!

thats all for now. Hope all of you guys did your best for Os and get the results you hope to achieve. We'll be seeing smiles next year.

loves,
marilyn

Happy 25th Birthday Avril!

2009-09-26T23:00:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 25th BIRTHDAY AVRIL!

I LOVE YOU
you rock~

(fyi, its on the 27th, but blogger time is screwed. haha)
loves, mal

Avril and Deryck splitting

2009-09-18T03:57:00.000-07:00

I think i broke world record today.
I used 17 packets of tissues for that 9 hours in school for my nose.that'll be a total of 170 pieces!
BEAT THAT!
muahahaha.

thanks to everyone in class who gave me their tissues and who came and asked if im ok. Im pretty shock the guys are the ones who provided most of the tissues packets. haha. wow.

MAJOR NEWS!
AVRIL LAVIGNE and DERYCK WHIBLEY SPLITTING.

Its been confirmed. The Avrycks are going for a divorce.
The US weekly has a report on the news, and the couple confirmed through their myspace.

Avril's myspace : CLICK
Deryck's myspace: CLICK

Avril's quote:
Deryck and I have been together for 6 and a half years. We have been friends since I was 17, started dating when I was 19, and married when I was 21. I am grateful for our time together, and I am grateful and blessed for our remaining friendship. I admire Deryck and have a great amount of respect for him. He is the most amazing person I know and I love him with all my heart. Deryck and I are separating and moving forward on a positive note.
Thank you to all my family, friends and fans for all your support.
Avril

Deryck's quote:
The past 6 and a half years have been the most amazing years of my life. It's sad it has come to an end but Avril and I are still family and moving forward in the most positive way possible. Our decision to part ways is amicable and she holds a special place in my heart and forever will be a great and amazing friend.Thanks to all our family, friends and fans for all the support.
Deryck

Bandaids also managed to get scans of the US weekly report: CLICK

as much as i used to hope that Avril should have chosen Evan instead of deryck, somehow, i do feel sad and disappointed. Its pretty obvious they are/were so deeply and genuinely in love, its really a pity for them to split.

Alright, so tmr's my meeting with the singapore bandaiders, im gonna meet with kim,alina,khad,rachel and her friend. WOOHOO~

alright,
thats all.

loves, mal

blogger working!

2009-09-17T02:02:00.000-07:00

BLOGGER IS WORKING!
NOW I CAN TYPE MY WORDS IN COLOURS AND HUGE FONT SIZE!
YAYYYYYY~~

:D:D:D

soooooooooo, I know this is super irritating to hear, but..
Avril confirmed that her album will be released March next year. haha.

and heres Bandaids exclusive interview with Evan T part 1:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xn9b5GN-O_c

and heres the 41-people message thing that Class 47 did for Ms Chua for teachers' day. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XOSWjNWiM7A

Went to collect my med checkup report today.
on the train past Bukit Gombak, I was staring out to the swimming pool at CDANS and there was this guy in swimming trunks doing his warm-ups.
In that split second, i saw him during frog-jump (yes, by the pool) anddddddd...
HE SLIPPED!
(AHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!)

I guess i was the only one on train to see that.
and no, i did not laugh out loud and had everyone staring at me as if im psycho. nopes. im not THAT mean.
i merely let out a small-short "HA!" and the girl beside me got a shock.

39 more days to O lvls!
10 more days to Avril's birthdayyyyy~ woohoo!
2 more days to meeting bandaids friends!
1 more day to FRIDAY!
5 more hours to sleep!
15 more minutes before i leave the house to get dinner!
9 more seconds before i end my post!

loves, mal

blogger screwing

2009-09-09T06:02:00.000-07:00

Blogger is screwed. I havnt been blogging cause all that comes out is a white page of html codes. (which bothers me)

yupps.

im sorry, but i have to do this.

AVRIL's 4th album date is pushed forward, but its like in between O'lvls dates, Im surely gonna be distracted.
So, NOT A GOOD NEWS :(

EVAN's album is pushed back AGAIN. ($#!%$#%$#^%@!!!!!!) gahh! i've waited toooo longggggg~
but he will include The Best Years Of Our Lives on the record, so might not be too bad afterall.
one of my fav song off the record called Evan Way, its about his dad being a drunkard and screwing his family and stuff. really personal.
THE BEST PART BOUT EVAN WAY: towards the last chorus, theres AVRIL LAVIGNE!! haha. she sang "Its so beautiful it makes u wanna cry" - from Innocence -

heres the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CqJ44BA5Nr0

yupp. I bought Boys Like Girls new album "Love Drunk" its really good. :D

47 more days to O lvl.

love, mal

AVRIL LAVIGNE 17 NOV

2009-07-25T07:05:00.000-07:00

KDK!!!

As your faithful Avril Lavigne News provider,
I HAVE NEWSSSSS~~~

but first off, i just wanna say, i have no idea why the words are so small and in an ugly font.
i cant find the change font and size thing, its gone!

yea. so i was sayingggg~

AVRIL LAVIGNE 4th ALBUM IS CONFIRMED TO BE OUT NOVMEMBER 17!
( i very much wanted to highlight, BOLD, and COLOUR the above statement)
http://music-mix.ew.com/2009/07/24/avril-lavigne-in-the-studio-exclusive/

which is after O levels, which means i can slowly enjoyyyyy and listen to her :D
doesnt that sound great!?

So yupps, i've changed my playlist to an Avril Lavigne one, with my favs on it. but the first song is Boys Like Girls' " Kill Me in a Record Shop", which I want you guys to hear too (if anyone visits my blog at all)
so if you wanna hear Avril, stay tuned for awhile longer i guess?
Or head over to the music section and see whats on my playlist.

YAYYY!!!

but unfortunately, all good news come with a price.
Evan Taubenfeld has postponed his Album release date to Two Weeks later.
Sigh.

alright, thats all.

IM GOIN ALL OUT WITH PRELIMS!!!!

loves, mal

AVRIL LAVIGNE 4th album out NOV

2009-07-01T07:28:00.000-07:00

SCREAMSSS!!

AVRIL

LAVIGNE's

4th

ALBUM

IS

OUT

NOVEMBER!!!

YAY!! YAY!! YAY!! YAY!!

http://www.avrilbandaids.com/forums/avril-lavigne-media/68798-avril-cover-elle.html
Its from Elle canada Magazine, where there was a line that says "But while she works on her 4th release, due out in November, Lavigne is also busy with..." you may need to look carefully, 3rd pic, at the first paragraph of the article, LAST 5th line, its mentioned!

WOOHOO! but unless i hear it from Avril, i think it still better to remain calm. yea. i will remain calm. (fewaiuf$#^newanfiewnf#%$6ofneonfaonewfo!!!niewn YAYAYAYAA!! :D:D:DD:D)

woohoo! im like damn happy now. and the Black Star song, from the commercial, will likely be released as a full Single from the 4th album. which im sure yelicia and kaixin are not really happy about (personal issues:p) HAHAH.
YAY!!!
Thanks avril!

loves, mal

EVAN's REPLY :D

2009-06-29T03:00:00.001-07:00

kdk, EVAN replied about the birthday vid i made with u guys in it. :D:D:D:D:D YAYYY!!!!
im like really really really really really really really really really really really HAPPYYYYYY~~~ :D:D:D
woohoo~

The reply also shows that he totally watched the entire thing. SEE! isnt evan the best?! :)

I very much wanted to post a pic of a screenshot of his reply. but blogger isnt letting me upload it, i shall upload it some other time when it works.

for now, presentinggggg~~~
Evan Taubenfeld's reply to Marilyn's Birthday video for him:

EVAN (click)
hahahaha, I'm speechless. it just got better and better and better. the typewriting is hysterical, loved the paper, the acoustics, the messages and all!
LOVE YOU!!

please take note of the words in bold. (HAHAHHA)

hahaha. also, i think yelicia should be very happy, cause he said he "loved the paper" which is her part. and lots of peeps told me they laughed out loud at the "!!!" part when she shakes it.
and he loves all of your messages too! :D yay!
so just wanna say, thanks so much again!
and repeat after me, Evan T ROCKS.

and about the word "kdk" (first of this post), lots of ppl are asking me whatsit. well, it stands for " OKIE DOKI", in fact, its actually "invented" by Evan. heres the vid:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bG6-T_62TR0

yupps, kdk, any questions? :p
haha. alrighto, im off.

loves, mal
[still having stomachache/gastric/stomach flu]

Happy Birthday Evan Taubenfeld!

2009-06-26T22:39:00.001-07:00

HAPPY
BIRTHDAY
EVAN
TAUBENFELD!!!

its his 26th, so i hope he'll have a blast dude!
Thanks for being an awesome person, u've really inspired me and motivated me a hell lot. All the best for the release of Welcome to the Blacklist Club. :D
haha.

I know many of you are thinking about the completed video, Its not very well-done, but here it is!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=euTYRgV1nF0

I'll update about his reply to this video as soon as he replies.
CHEERS!~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIG EVIL!

loves, mal

rest in peace Locke

2009-06-25T23:43:00.000-07:00

You'll be missed Locke

Lockestar Kevin Taubenfeld

29th May 2oo5 - 25th June 2oo9.

Locke was Evan's puppy and buddy. Unfortunately, he passed away yesterday. He was the cutest thing i've ever seen in my life, and now i'll never get to see it again.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1K1tQVMSe9I

Dearest Locke,

thanks for being a part of Evan's life.

thanks for bringing joy to everyone's lives.

thanks for being so adorable.

thanks for rocking so hard.

Thanks, for your existence.

We'll miss you real bad. real bad.

and please look after Evan for us will ya.

love, marilyn

MEMBER OF THE WEEK!

2009-06-22T05:05:00.000-07:00

Woohoo~

This came as a huge surprise! Today, I logged in to EvanTaubenfeld.com, and found my username under the "Member of The Week" thing. really really surprising. wow.

and the coolest part that totally made my day? I'm Member of The Week too on Avril Bandaids!! like Double awesomeness!
check out this thread: http://www.avrilbandaids.com/forums/member-week/68592-motw-june-week-3-wristband.html

I'm seriously very very happy, cause to know that my efforts for promoting Evan and Avril, even if its just the pure joy of doing it, is being recognised, its just a really really Awesome feeling. woohooo~

haha. ok, enough of Evril.

Sunday, went to ah Ma house, and my uncle dug out some old photos! and omfg, i dint realise i was seriously fashion-senseless back then. HAHA.! (from my sis's blog).

HAHAHAH!! my sisters and i. check out how high we tucked in. HAHAHA, oh oh! and look at melisa's (mid) skirt!!! HAHAHAHA
sisters, me, cousins. im the mushroom head one.

Aww, me and cousin benjamin. havnt talked to him in years. :( but we were so close last time.

HAHAHA! with uncle! this is funny. im the shortest one. and check out michelle's face

aww, im so cute!! hahahhaha. omg, this is one photographic pic. Classic.

Me with some weird dog toy i dont remember having.

HHAHA. i think this goes with the one on top. HAHAH. I look damn white. gahh.

woohoo, cute huh. wow. HAHAHHAH
yupps, damn happy today.

loves, mal

Avril Lavigne Black Star

2009-06-19T23:26:00.000-07:00

CHECK OUT THIS NEW AVRIL LAVIGNE's FRAGRANCE COMMERCIAL!!
BLACK STAR. (credits to Avril bandaids) its not out in Asia though, but i sure hope it'll be :D
she looks really really pretty here. i've watched like over 50 times. hahaha. and no, im not a sicko. Just really mesmerised by her. :p as usual.

I wanted to embbed the vid here, but then i realise my Boy Meets Girl is playing. so i shall just give the link. :p hee.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LIJ17X_zPP4

yupps! and theres this thing on the Official Black Star Page that if you register or blah blah blah, u'll get a Meet & Greet pass to Meet AVRIL LAVIGNE at her 4th Tour SPRING 2010!!!
So this kinda proves the info that Avril's 4th album will be out late this year! i really hope so, then it'll be an ASE year, with Avril, Sum41 and Evan all releasing albums this year end. woohoo~

Also, I've finished my Evan Taubenfeld Birthday Vid with all u peeps in there, muahaha~ wont be uploading till next week though. Just wanna say, Thank you all for not rejecting me, and for willingly/unwillingly appearing in a vid for Evan. THANKS! LOVE YA'll!

loves, mal

Rules in My Room

2009-06-18T08:25:00.000-07:00

I was requested to do an update of my room!
So here it is:

Rules in My Room:
You're definitely welcomed if you're a basketball player, cause I have a kiddo-size bball net up at the cupboard/closet. Along with some Av posters and Anime posters like Bleach, Deathnote, Shaman King.
#1) DONT SLAM DUNK. because of some Tall people trying to slam dunk, my net has been changed for over 10 times since 5 years ago.

So in a lonely corner, you can find my guitar - November!( theres suppose to be Biscuit with November too, but i lent it to xinying).and an Avril-style Skateboard from my beloved fly, who also deisgned this blogskin for me ;D and my shorty fan.

#2) DONT LAUGH AT MY FAN. I know its short, but HEY! FANS HAVE FEELINGS TOO! If you laugh at my fan, u're laughing at its owner. Which happen to be TALL at 1.53m. :D
#3) DONT SKATE IN MY HOUSE, i've had my lessons, trust me. and its a painfuuuuuuul one.
#4) SAY HI TO NOVEMBER, she loves audiences.

Heres my bed, with the lovely Gingerbreadman Couple. Yelicia contributed 5 bucks for Hansel and I bought Gratel. So yea, they're a couple!! i think i've had a post bout them last year, CLICK HERE! And my PILLOW!! MY NECCESSITY!

#5) NEVER, I REPEAT, NEVER TOUCH MY PILLOW. Not that it stinks, nope, definitely not, it doesn't stink at all, nopes! :D but cause my Pillow is really really really really important to me. Its like ranked EVEN BEFORE Avril and Evan. so yea.
#6) Make sure Hansel is with Gratel. Gratel cries alot when Hansel falls off the bed. Sigh, i have to bed-belt (seat-blelt) them, to make sure they stay, so Gratel wont cry. (ok, dang, im freaking myself out. shit)

THE HIGHLIGHT OF MY ROOM! : MY WALL.

filled with posters, mostly Avril's. and a calendar too, from yel. You can see that theres Click 5, Evan, Pande pics, some bday notes, EVAN AND AVRIL's AUTOGRAPH. :D I tell you man, if theres anything im ever proud of, its my Room Wall. Everyday, i wake up, i stare at it. I SMILE.

#7) WHEN YOU COME IN, MAKE SURE YOU GO. " WOAHHH!!!" makes me feel proud. muahaha. and try not to touch anything, i dont want anything to fall off. hee.

yupps, these are the RULES IN MY ROOM. and the highlights of it. Its not very big, and i share it with my sis, but i LOVE MY ROOM! :D YAY.

cheers.

btw, you guys might wanna check this out. I HAD A GOOD TIME LAUGHING AT IT. FLIES!! HAHAHHA. http://news.uk.msn.com/world/article.aspx?cp-documentid=148042775&ocid=today

kdk, thats all

love, mal

EVAN ON CHAT~~~!!!!!!!

2009-06-15T08:51:00.000-07:00

OMFG!

I TOTALLY CHATTED WITH EVAN TAUBENFELD!

IM WRISTBAND, and EVAN is EVAN. so yea. you can see that he's there and he's there and he really really IS THERE.

THAT JUST MADE MY DAY. though its ending. :P

HAHA. and guess what. My friends on BLC pranked that Hannah was on. check this out:

loves, mal

Hannah Montana The Movie

2009-06-15T05:29:00.001-07:00

I know this is pretty slow. but

I WENT TO WATCH HANNAH MONTANA THE MOVIE!!!!
woohooo~
with my mum. hahaha. it was damn cool.
I LOVE IT! though the storyline was cliche (with the ~ on the E), I totally enjoyed it. muahaha. I LOVE HANNAH! and am proud to say that, so dont give me The Look. ;)
hee.
Also, the movie was kinda free because I won this ZBnow Hannah Competition which was hell funny. cause you were suppose to answer a qns, but i couldnt find the question at all. So i emailed them " Sorry, I couldnt find the question on the page, but would like to enter to win a Hannah Montana Notebook and Movie Tix." HAHAHA, AND I WON! woohoo~ hahahahhahaa. i still cant believe it. hee.

YAY. wooohoo~

loves, mal

TOP 10

2009-06-12T09:49:00.000-07:00

woohoo!~

Evan Taubenfeld reached number 10 on radio 91.3, thanks to the votes from blcers, bandaiders and other peeps like you who voted ;)

http://www.radio913.com/songs

like TOP 10 in just a week!? how cool is that, muahahaha.

Im gonna try to get him up to top 3 by next week, gotta push Adam and Kris(IM SORRY KRIS!) out of Ev's way though. hmmms.

Just wanna say, thanks 4/7 for those who were willing to be videod by me for Ev's bday vid. cheers!~ i really appreciate it :D thanks.

The "Boy Meets Girl" hoodie is out!! Should I get them? I did some calculations and the total cost plus shipping is 42.98, I dont even know if its US$ or S$. gosh.

But its really cool, i just need some advises - Desperately. please.

I regret to say this my friends, but I joined Twitter. And to think I actually told myself I will NEVER NEVER join Twitter, but I did. I'm sorry. :(
but its for Evan Bandaids Promo Squad though, so oh well. I have to confess, its actually quite addictive :p hee.

alright, busy holiday, study bandaids study blc study bandaids study blc. yawns.
I
have
no
life.

loves, mal

evan on radio 91.3

2009-06-09T07:00:00.001-07:00

WOOHOO~
I HEARD EVAN ON RADIO FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE!!!!!
TODAY ON RADIO 93.1, HE WAS AT 23 FOR THE TOP 30 COUNTDOWN!
im really happy because ( not being thick skinned) I was the one who kinda made that happened. :D i emailed the radiostation one month ago, asking them to check out evan, so now his on, i've got ppl to vote for him :D
weeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~

so keep voting for him till his up at the top!
http://www.radio913.com/songs
thanks ya'll

loves, mal

Unity 10 year

2009-06-07T04:04:00.000-07:00

YAY, Unity is 10 year old! haha
had the funfair yesterday, throughout the week was tiring, but i guess the effort paid off.

4/7's Living Dead/Red Lane Hospital was a success, we had long queues. but not sure how the "audience" felt though. To me, I think room 2 did a really really good job with their acting and all! *applause*. Room 1 was kinda boring, cause we were suppose to be Corpse, so we cant talk, cant scream, cant do anything other than walking around slowly. haha, and i almost fell asleep a few times while lying on my "bed". yawns.
GOOD JOB 47! :D WE ROCKKKKK~

Pande performance was ok,
CHEER UP YEL! :D *pat on the head* you already did an incredible job to be able to stand in front of a crowd and sing, *salutes*. :)

YAY! saw Gregory, Zhaoxun, qiaowei and Hazel yesterday. MISS YA'll.
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHAOXUN! congrats on being taller than gregory. you'll always be one of my best guys. love ya!

Evan Bandaids is OFFICIALLY LAUNCHED on JUNE 6th, so head over and sign up guys!
http://evan.bandaiders.com.
Evan's birthday on 27th June, making a video, please do not reject me when i ask you. i really need your help alright :D thanks.
91.3 is a radiostation in Singapore. I asked them to check out Evan a few months back. SO HE's ON THEIR POLL RIGHT NOW! so i need you guys to VOTE VOTE VOTE!~http://www.radio913.com/songs
Evan is the first under "Hot and Fresh". Thanks ;)

tmr is the start of Mally's-super-mugging-scheme, I shall STUDY from tmr onwards. Hope to come online at night :D
I MUST STUDY! I MUST STUDY! I MUST STUDY!

loves, mal

june 6th

2009-05-31T00:00:00.000-07:00

Evan Taubenfeld now has bandaids! and it officially opens on June 6th.
86 more days to release of Welcome To The Blacklist Club!
Im not sure if it'll reach Singapore that day though. hmms.
Also, EVAN's BIRTHDAY is in JUNE. soooo, muahahahhaha~ i have big plans babehh.and you guys might just be a part of it. hee

JUNE 6th
A BIG DAY!

PANDE will be performing at the school's 10 year carnival, please show your support, though we are not that Awesome, just pretend that you enjoyed it if you didnt. haha! :D

Zhao Xun's sweeeeeeeeeeeeeet Sixteen on that day too! yay, gathering for the four of us hopefully!

AND HANNAH MONTANA'S MOVIE ON JUNE 4TH!
woooooooohooooooo~~
lets all go watch people!

ALL THE BEST FOR ALL YOU PEEPS OUT THERE TAKING YOUR O LEVEL MT TMR.
give your best, so that you wont need to spend extra money retaking it.

thats all,
lots of love, mal

KRIS ALLEN WONNN!

2009-05-22T08:34:00.000-07:00

KRIS ALLEN = AMERICAN IDOL.
muahahhahahha.

so yesterday, we were anxiously looking at the clock when it was going to turn 9.50am. HAHA, then Khadijah received a msg from her mum.
AND
KRIS
WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha. its funny because we were having chemistry, and mdm mok was like" what thing?" wooohooo. and i was highhhhhh throughout the lesson. and Tamil and Cuitian damn sad, so I felt kinda bad i showed my happiness too over.
SORRY BABES :D
but i have to say, Kris does deserve it. Though Adam is the better singer I admit :)

One thing bad bout Kris winning??
Minor chance that he'll come Singapore, he'll be too BIG shot to come to the tiny red dot i guess. I MEAN COME ON, when has an American Idol come Singapore? Kelly Clarkson? Carrie Underwood? Ruben Studdard? Taylor Hicks? Fantasia Barrino? David Cook? Jordin Sparks?
For David Archuleta to come is already a miracle.
*crosses fingers*
Hope that Kris can hold a concert here somedayyyy. and Adam too :D

Ghost Whisperer is showing the finale next week!
I hope its not the last season and it continues on. Jennifer Love Hewitt is smokin' Hot. WATCH! you'll probly cry next week. Cus i know i will. :(

alright. thats all.
love, marilyn

kris allen jiayou!

2009-05-20T06:48:00.000-07:00

KRIS
ALLEN
WILL
WIN
AMERICAN
IDOL.

although i know very well Adam is a better singer. but oh well.

YOU CAN HAVE ALL MY LUCK FOR TMR's RESULT SHOW!
ALL THE BEST!
KRIS ROCK ON~~

LOTS OF LOVE, mal

freddy

2009-05-16T05:33:00.000-07:00

and hell yeah im the mother * princess~

Freddy came backkk! missed him. He got me motivated once more. so im gonna study study study mug mug mug darn hardddddddd.
so I asked bout the India trip that he went on that he fell over the "tuk tuk" and his reaction to it. HAHA! i think it kinda offended him. but i just wanna say, I dint mean to laugh,tease, and offend u freddy. Just that whenever I feel stress and kinda down, its this image of you falling off the tuktuk that makes me cheer up and motivate me again by laughing my ass off. HAHAHA. sorry again. HAHAHA

ok, enough of school stuff.
time for EVAN TAUBENFELD! muahahah. HEYYYY! check out his web if you havnt, new layout and new features. http://www.evantaubenfeld.com/
THE COOLEST PART? In the chatroom, HE personally chatted with a few of my friends!! I wished i was in the same time zone. darn.
and heres a pic of the Album's Cover:

According to him, he will be releasing the album on 25th ofAugust!.SO PLEASE SUPPORT EVAN T!

alright. thats all.
just wanna say good luck to all you people out there taking O level mother tongue on June 1st. ALL THE BEST! MOTHER TONGUE IS NOOOOO KICK! haha

loves. mal

update

2009-04-25T22:25:00.001-07:00

Heyyyy. ok im finally updating.

Exams over, gotten back results. Im pretty happy with my results. And the coolest part of all, I passed higher Chinese, and shockingly got an A1 for physics and A math. HAHA
how cool is that. B) muahaha.
shall not talk bout studies for now.

so last friday was memorable for me. HAHA
[please be warned that there are disgusting contents. readers are advised not to read this if you've just eaten]
I left the house pretty early, because normally I'd be shitting before leaving for school, but that day I dint. So after morning assembly blah blah blah, got back to class, blah blah blah, I felt an urge in my stomach to shit.
When i went to the toilet, i realised that theres no toilet paper. :p
so i told myself "I should just pee instead"
in the end, when i was sitting on the toilet bowl, i heard a *ploop* and *splash*.

oh shit. (literally)

I felt a sudden gush of panic when i realised I had unintentionally released a small poop. I whipped out my handphone, in an attempt to find a noble-being to rescue me.
I panicked.
let out another small poop.
I panicked.
and yet another one.

then i smsed and missed call Zara, syahirah, yel, and kai. but none responded to my desperate need. (BECAUSE of that NEW RULE they implemented on the morning itself. that no phones are to be placed on tables. so they all had theirs in the bags.)
then, the lights blacked out.
I panicked.
(and you know what comes next.)

so i sat there helpless and hopeless when My Heroine appeared.
The Toilet Cleaner Aunty.

It was her footsteps that awoke me from my nightmare.
It was her breathing that kept me comforted.
It was her duty to keep the toilet safe and clean that made me feel hope Again.

With tears welling up my eyes, I screamed " Aunty, Jiu wo! (Save Me)" and " I need toilet paper"
then she came in blabbling bout the traffic jam, and that she was urgent from the long journey and needed to pee before she could rescue me. HAHA. damn cute lah she.
so i waited and waited and finally wiped my ass. and tadaa~
and my day is saved, thanks to the toilet cleaning aunty.
I OWE HER BIG TIME.

so what i wanna say is, EVERYONE please treat these cleaners with respect. All they want is just to leave happily and comfortably with 3 meals a day just like us.
So the next time u see the aunty on the 3rd floor, smile, say Hi, and add on " Thanks for saving Marilyn's life"

oh and TODAY IS MY SISTER's BITHDAY!
oh and TOMORROW IS MY SISTER's BITHDAY!

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY MIMI :D
and HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY WANWAN. :D
I LOVE YOU TWO. *kisses*

loves, mal

yawnsX2

2009-04-20T05:58:00.000-07:00

erms..
Double Yawns?

yawns

2009-03-07T02:37:00.000-08:00

yawns.

updates

2009-03-01T05:27:00.000-08:00

its a damn colddd nightt~~~

gahh. i have nothing to post these days, cept things that are related to evan and avril. which i totally am not gonna bore u out with.
oh.
u dont mind?
ok, let me share with u then ;)

first off, nothing new with avril, she got this new haircolour that has a mix of Under My Skin and The Best Damn Thing. lots of Abbey Dawn coming out. which i'll NEVER get hold of one. unless someone kind enough imports some over to singapore. gahh. shes working on the 4th album i suppose.

second, Evan's touring america. and Im in the Briefcase Division, a group of ppl with special privileges and priorities regarding Evan's stuff. which is damn cool. B) weeeee~
and me, being proud and cocky, is spreading worldwide that IM EVAN's VALENTINEEEE~~ MUAHAHHAHA

yay.
so yupps.

OH! I GOT FULL MARKS FOR MY A MATH TEST!!
im supeerrrr happy. :D
and had fun times with pande for yel,shan,kai's bdays.
yayyy.

but life's getting boring these days.
and i know u're bored reading this right now.
yawns.

love, mal

Evan COTY

2009-02-15T06:18:00.000-08:00

check this out!
http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=52262235

EVAN ROCKS!

love, mal

Evan's Valentine

2009-02-15T05:41:00.000-08:00

OMFG.
seriously. im gonna faint.

theres this Valentines Day Card competition which i joined. ( i tink its my previous post)
and.
hell yea

I WON

and what did i win?
A VIDEO FROM EVAN TAUBENFELD.
asking ME to be HIS VALENTINE!!!!
*screams*
http://www.friendsorenemies.com/web/foe/videos/evantaubenfeld/67792101/happy-valentines-day-wristband

I MEAN HOW OFTEN DO YOU GET A SOON TO BE FAMOUS SINGER ASKING YOU TO BE HIS VALENTINE?!
HUH?

I LOVE YOU EVAN.
and yes, i'll be your valentine.
(im sorry azri. im still your valentine but for now. just let me happy happy abit ok? :D )

love, marilyn

weeeeeeeeeee~ v-day pre

2009-02-11T04:47:00.000-08:00

VALENTINE's DAY IS COMINGGGG~
weeeeeeeee~~~

heres some graphics i made for this Evan T competition on Friends or Enemies.

YAY! azri has agreed to be my valentine (haha! we are only playing)

weeeeeeeee~

hope all u guys out there will cherish everyone around u.

OMFG. how can i forget.

I RECEIVED MY BDAY PRESSIE FROM GRETA!!! (my austrian friend)

MUAHAHHA~ ITS DAMN AWESOME!!!!!

weeeeee~ no pics thou. maybe another day? :p

love, mal

happy sweet sixteen to meee~~~

2009-01-19T04:59:00.000-08:00

happy sweet sixteen to me~

happy happy happy happy happy

happy sweet sixteen to me~

YAY!

i love all of u guys!

THANKS FOR MAKING IT SUCH A LOVELY, ADORABLE, WONDERFUL, WOOHOO-ish BIRTHDAY :D:D:D

people i wanna thank a whole bunch:

most importantly, my dearest Kaixin, Yelicia, Lishan and Xiaofei :D:D

to kai: THANKS FOR ALL THAT u've DONE! u ROCK! the cake, the msgs and all :D yay~ (sorry, yellow cant be seen)

to yel: gawsh~ *rolls eye* hahah. weeee~ thanks for bringing me to the toilet. i love peeing :D

to shan: weeeeee~ thanks for coming up with the cappucino~ (car-poot-chee-no) HAHA. and for EVERYTHING :D

to fly: thou u dint come for both celebrations, i know that u LOVE me and regret deepfully for not turning up (hmph). i shall forgive u for that. :D:D:D weeeee~~

pande: MIIE LURRBZXX EUU WORRXZ

my boss! jared: THANKS FOR UR looooooooong, retarded, funnehhh, sweeeet, omfgoogleflemsizzle, digusting 1000 word essay! Thou i asked for 10 000, :p but yah, i appreciate ur effort.

it was damn sweet (and disgusting as well.) *winks*

I LOVE IT!

thanks for being moi ggrrreatttt fwen and boss worrzzxz (yuck)

HAHA. and even if i become a bug, i'll be a cute one. and land on ur lap every night. :p weeee~

thanks for EVERYTHING, i mean EVERYTHING! hahah

love ya~

Kelvin (mimi bf): for being the first to send me msg at 12.01am :D

Abi: for letting me kiss ur cheek :p

cuitian: for wishing me first in school

renee: for being cool B)

olivia: for using the coolest way of saying happy bday.

biru: for shouting across the corridor to wish me :D HAHA

net: for mouthing HAPPY BDAY even when u're breathless during training :D

pamela: for rushing to get the cake for me~

diane: for running and hugging me suddenly. haha

nana, ramo, lijun: for wishing me :D:D:D

MY BEST DAMN CLASSMATES!!4/7! :D:D:D:D

I LOVE U GUYS! weeeeeee~~ it was such a funny and cute surprise. thanks ya'll! my cake is CUUUUUTE!

Alvin: for hiding the cake

amirah: for upgrading me into a bigger fence

jesslyn: for sending me at midnite! :D yay

alessia: weeee~

zara, hannah, yuling: for trying to distract me in the toilet. haha! btw, zara, u're grounded! >:O haha

amirul: for the funny present~ hahahah

mubin: ehhh! why never celebrate with me!?! hmgh.

AND EVERYBODEHH ELSE.

U're IMPORTANT AS WELL! :D:D:D

and i love every single one of u

to jabez, weijian, huiling, geoffrey, fadilah, kian hwee

for wishing me via sms.

QIAOWEI AND ZHAOXUN TOO! muahx muahx!

i think gregory msged me at 12am, but he sent to my house? i tink. i tink i tink. :p

and of cus, greta, gabe and kim! my bandaids mates who effing rocks. gabe made a bday thread for me on bandaids.

my wan wan jiejie for the cute guitar strap

mimi jiejie for the AWESOME sakae dinner :D:D:D

mum and dad for the cake. gosh.

and everyone else whom i missed out. but know that U ROCK :D

weeeee~~

from avril: happy happy sweet sixteen marilyn. u rock my socks.

HAHAH! this is call comforting urself.

cheers,

love, mal

MY SWEATSEDO!!!!

2009-01-14T04:21:00.000-08:00

*SCREAMS*

*SCREAMS*

*SCREAMS*

*SCREAMS*

*SCREAMS*

I RECEIVED MY SWEATSEDO!!!

yesterday! :D:D:D

at first the postman came but no one was home :(

so they left a note :D:D

and surprisingly,

THE POSTMAN BROUGHT MY PACKAGE TO ME AT NIGHT!!

around 8.34pm.

gosh, i tell u man. my mum shouted "mehlahlyn mehlahlyn!!"

i RAN/FLEW/JUMPED/SWAM/DIVE (pls circle the correct option) OUT.

then there was this BIG box that was placed at the gate.

(which i dumbly forgot to take a pic of)

(which u must be tinkin why i cant take it now)

(which im gonna tell u that "its complicated")

(and that my comp sucks)

instructions on how to react upon receiving a package from The United States Of America:

1) Scream!

2) Scream into the face of the postman

3) grab the package

4) hug it

5) smell the authentic-ness of the americans

6) grabs the electronic pen-looking-thing from the postman

7) sign ur name, try ur best not to shake excitedly, instead of "marilyn", it cld look like "mrrvvllym"

8) throw the pen-looking-electronic-thing back at the postman

9) scream again

10) hug the package and run into room

11) SCREAM!

after all theses procedures, i attempted to open the package nicely. but to no avril. ( HAHA! i wanted to type "but to no avail" but ended up typing avril HAHAHA!)

so. i RIPPED IT APART! muahaha~

im totally kidding.

ok, mayb im not.

i ripped the package opening. then tadaa~

there was a garbage-bag-looking-thing in which was MY SWEATSEDO FROM EVAN!!! MUAHAHHA

like before, the garbage-bag-looking-thing was seriously hard to open, I COULDNT EVEN RIP IT!

so after a much considerably long and breath-taking thought, i decided to use a scissors. :D smart? :D yea, i know i am :D

then my sis said 1 2 3

and i turned the garbage-bag-looking-thing upside down

and

THE

WHITE

SWEATSEDO

FROM

EVAN

TAUBENFELD

DROPPED ON THE FLOOR!

SCREAM!!

together with a note from him <3>

and on it was his smell. *gahhhhhh*

and it has a BBQ sauce looking stain on it!

MEANS THAT HE WORE IT BEFORE!!!!

:D:D:D

yay

yupps.

so after this i went online to have a call with greta :D

haha. and she taught me to say Hab dich Lieb = i love ya :D

(i think?)

weeeeeee~~

I GOT MY SWEATSEDOOOOOO~~

muahahah~

but all good things come with a price

i had gastric this mrng and had to miss school

moral of story: nothing in this world comes for free.

love, mal

EVAN SWEATSEDO!

2009-01-07T04:29:00.000-08:00

I RECEIVED THIS EMAIL TODAY!!

AND I STILL CANT FUCKING BELIEVE IT!!

(im sorry mimi i used f word, but i REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY CANT BELIEVE IT!)

CONGRATULATIONS!!!!‏
From: contest@evantaubenfeld.com
Sent: 07 January 2009 07: 22AM
To: meowmeow_mal@hotmail.com

Hey Marilyn,I just wanted to inform you that you're the winner of the WHITE Sweatsedo! You did a GREAT job with the links and you were drawn from other top contestants as one of the winners. Congratulations! The Sweatsedo will be sent out in the next day or two, so keep an eye out for it in the mail!

Thanks so much for your support!!
Big Evil Corp.

GOSH! thanks so much for those who helped me!

- gabe

- jojo

- pamela

- jessie

- ailing

- mildred

- charlotte

- azmee

- geoffrey

- alina

woohooo~~~

in case u were wondering what the white sweatsedo is. heres a pic:
SCREAMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!

gahhh. its so nice of him man.

I LOVE EVAN T, and AVRIL :D

thats why im an EVRIL :D

muahahha. yea. so yupps. im gonna be receiving it in the nxt week!

and its gonna be the best damn sweeeeeeet sixteen anyone cld ever wished for manzx.

YAY!!!!

i'll wear it to school and show off. muahaha

hmms.

or shld i frame it up?

or shld i display in the school foyer?

or shld i sell on ebay at $1000000?

or shld i rip it apart?

or shld i give to my mum as her blanket at night?

gosh. so many choices~

hahaha. i think im smiling to sleep tonight.

remember to check out "With a wink and a smile" when its out!

seriously, Evan's hot. hahah

love, mal

2009-01-03T05:41:00.000-08:00

for my first post of 2oo9
i shall wanna start with Evan Taubenfeld.
hee. u guys must be wondering "why aint she talking bout avril?"

because
Evan is also related to avril.
he's her guitarist. :D
woooohoooo

yupps. so im here to promote his new song,
which is my blog song
which friggin Rocks
which isint released yet thou
which is available for dwnload.
which i want YOU to check out

HERE:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6m-YbXO6_44

and
HERE:
http://www.4shared.com/file/78736376/b37a5d14/Evan_Taubenfeld_-_Cheater_of_The_Year.html

AND GUYS!
check this out too!
my bandaids malaysian friend gabriel (known to me as gabe) made a vid for me as a Happy New Year pressie. :D
woohoo
haha. we're actually very close buddies so yea. dont be surprised by the "love ya" part. :p my mum said shes gonna bring me find him in penang after O lvl this year. wooohooo.
so yea. here it is: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YNVGcdf2vsA&feature=channel_page

its actually pretty funny to watch.

love mal

my best memories in 2oo8

2008-12-30T21:01:00.000-08:00

while my blogger calendar is still in 2oo8,
i thot this might be a good time that i post my last post of 2oo8
:(

MY BEST MEMORIES IN 2oo8:

firstly, bout my Avril and bandaids life:
- meeting Avril at the airport on 6th sept.
cus thats the VERY VERY VERY FIRST time i've ever seen her bones, skins and hairs in front of me.

- going to my FIRST AVRIL concert on 7th sept.

- being promoted to promo squad member in bandaids.

- getting to know peeps like greta, avie, gabe, kim, sylvia who made a difference in my life.

bout the time i spent with PANDE:
- debut performance in front of school

- Xmas 2oo8

- what can i say? every single day i spend with u guys is memorable to me. days like the time yel fa**ed in the lift? fly in her room doing erhems. shan retarding in front of hot guys. kai screaming at the sight of lizards. haha.

i love you guys. :D

bout the time i spent with my family:
- my second underwear and bra trip with mum and sis which turned out pretty funny now that i've thot of it. :p

- when i dirtied the toy tortise kelvin gave to michelle. which i was VERY VERY guilty about. but it was ok after that. :p

- when i performed songs on guitar to melisa :D

- every single day rocks. inclding those times when we quarrel :p

bout time i spent with ussbbg:
- going to beijing with ya'll. and witnessing dogs and human having *** haha!

- hanging out with net, oli, biru and the juniors. watching them do retarded stuff :D

- all the matches that i've watched u guys play.

bout the rest of my life in 2oo8:
- the bbq on my 15th birthday with weijian, bez, qwei, zhaoxun, gregory

- getting a new guitar

- doing "Emily's Haunted House" for the school's learning fest.

- hanging out with my boss- jared, whom i gotta know last june. which is pretty incredible how we somehow became pretty close buddies?

yea thats about it.
sorry if i forgot any impt points :p

im so not looking forward to 2oo9.
o lvls, prelims, separation of Pande. :(
please let time stop today.

love, mal

xmas fanfic

2008-12-27T02:13:00.000-08:00

heyyy!
remember some time back i smsed a few of you guys, asking if an XMAS story bout an orphan would be more appealing or one about the singer of a rock band. (which will include Avril for both?)
yea, so after majority voted for the orphan one. i wrote a story bout it.

ok, i'll be honest. :P

it was actually for this xmas fanfic thing on avril bandaids. yea. so i decided to give it a try :D
and guess what?!

I GOT THIRD :D
woohoo~~

yupps. so here it is:
http://www.avrilbandaids.com/forums/fan-fiction/63285-story-3-fan-fiction-contest-christmas-edition.html

grats to kim and suz for champs!

love, mal

2008-12-25T07:05:00.000-08:00

MERRY XMAS

update another day :D

2008-12-23T20:31:00.000-08:00

MERRY XMAS EVE!